- me when i eat fruits: i'm so fucking healthy
Anonymous said: You got fucked over? What happened?
Basically I was the “good girl” all through high school. Saved myself until college - like literally I didn’t get my first kiss until I was 19 so I was very sweet and innocent.
May 2012 I met this guy Derek. He was a hot, hard core partier from Huntington who actually flirted with me back. He was a bad boy who did coke and and played mind games. When he asked me to be his girlfriend I was on Cloud 9. But it turned out he was just using me because I had told him I didn’t want to loose my v card outside a relationship. 11 days of dodging my calls later he dumped me, calling me clingy and inexperienced.
So I seduced his best friend as well as 7 other guys within two months. I spent every day of Summer 2012 getting “experience.” I tried amphetamines, had a threesome with my best friend, and spent a night in the emergency room, but I got experience.
At the end of the summer, I heard he was at a party I got invited to, so I went. My hair was shorter, waist thinner, and eyes darker. I ignored him for a full hour before he walked up to me, going on about how different I seemed. He chased me all night before I let him have anything. Then when he called me up the next day, I ignored his call. And the next day. And the next. 11 days later I picked it up and told him he was being super clingy and to stop calling, I didn’t need anything else from him. He told me that I “needed” him, without him I was nothing. I just laughed and hung up because I realized that he was the loser all along.
But without him or that summer, I wouldn’t have met Bruce, who is my everything. I had some of the best times of my life, and even though I received judgement from every angle, I don’t regret a single second.